last minute cancels

My heart starts pounding with rage
when I feel like I am no longer on the same page
when someone I made a plan with, reneges at the last stage.
I feel unimportant and empty, rattling in my lonely cage.

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Having taken care of the jobs
I free up space, so we can gleefully hobnob
Until I get thrown aside, a lump in my throat comes up to sob
I pretend I am not disappointed for fear of causing a throb
That may unravel the connection - so I swallow the prob.

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I feel taken advantage of and mad
My insides burn, I can't sit still, I feel so bad
I want to scream and hit and kick, for letting myself be had
I need someone else to soothe me and make me glad.
My back hurts, I am constipated, the words won't come out, not even a tad.

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